I am finally getting to go back to the gym thank God! I need this time to myself to recoup and just be Jen. Not Mom not wife just me. I get in this zone where nothing else matters I just want to do the best I can and feel strong. I have done 2 zumba classes and I love it because it gets me out of my comfort zone. I don't like dancing or doing much in front of anyone but I can here in this room. It is so much fun. Yes, I think about the jiggling and I might slow down a bit then I think wait why should I slow down. I am here to have fun. Who cares what others think! Then I did bodystep and I love this class because it is fun and fast. It gives me something to strive to be better at and faster. I did crunches and sit ups for the first time post baby. It felt so good to be doing crunches finally! I can lay on my back and not worry about the baby. I am becoming me again. Yes different probably better then before. I am feeling strong and ready to take on the gym! Next week I will be doing bodystep, bodypump and bodycombat. I can't wait I am trying to start off slow I want to jump in and do everything all at once and be back to my 5-6days a week but I know my body isn't ready for that yet and I have Alana to take care of afterwards so I need to pace myself. I will lose this weight this is my journey and how long it will take I don't know. Stats coming soon. Prepregnancy and now. I am scared to find out but I know it needs to be done.
Food right now is for another blog. I have issues with food. This blog is where I am going to be honest it may hurt to write but I will never heal and change if I don't. So those of you who read sorry if it is to much information.
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