Just plain tired!

This week has been exhausting! Working full time and taking care of Alana when I am home with no support from the hubby is tough. I have been waking up at around 5:20am from Alana and have to be up by 6 anyway so I feed her and get her settled back down so I don't get back to sleep. Then when I get home  I spend sometime with my sweet baby until I go off to Jubilation for a zumba workout. By the time I get home it is time to give Alana her bath and get her to bed. I miss her so much!! Being a full time working Mom is just hard. My house is always a mess and it makes me irritable.  I just can't keep up but I guess that is the price I pay when I want to spend time with my sweet pea then washing dishes. Time to go to bed hopefully I don't wake up exhausted again.

Top Mommy Blog.

I was just accepted into the top Mommy blog site!!! I am so excited about this now you can come and vote for my blog.

Alana was dedicated into the church today.

I am so happy that my friends from college could come and see us today. Pastor Brad dedicated Alana into the church and it meant so much to me. God gave me Alana (she is the most precious gift) and now I am giving her back in a sense. I hope and pray that God teaches me how to be the Mommy he wants me to be for her. I want her to love God and praise His name. We all have our struggles but God brings us so much joy. All I want is the best for her. :)

Enough with the negative!!! All positive!

Over the past months I have been pretty discouraged with my weight and fitness.  It is time to stop moping and acknowledge what I am doing and realize I am doing a great job. I honestly thought after having Alana I would jump right back into working out and eating healthy automatically but it didn't work that ways so ok I'm moving on.
I have so many exciting things going on in my life right now and I am going to focus on that!

She is getting so big and fun!!! So from now on I am focusing on Alana and yes I am still going to be healthy but I am not going to worry about every pound on the scale. I have made a big change by canceling my gym membership and joining Jubilation. It is so much more fun. At the end of class all I want to do is stay and do another. I want Alana to grow up seeing me have fun and be happy not going because I have to it is fun!

This weekend I have felt better then ever. I am rocking my zumba classes and enjoying it enough that I downloaded the playlist and dance around the house with Alana and she loves it. I am noticing a difference in the way my body feels too. I feel tighter and more energetic. I have to give myself credit I am doing great 4 months after having a baby via c-section. My body is not the same I am not the same but I am going to be better then ever. These are the best days of my life and I am going to live them to the fullest and enjoy them. Screw the scale it is being put away for awhile!!!